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[Aug. 27th, 2007|02:54 am] |
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August 21, 2007 was our 1 year anniversary.
1 year-crazy.
Seeing as how I have never experienced this, it seems like a lot....but after further visualizing our future, it is only a microscopic spec on a petri dish.
If all goes well (which, with support like hers, it WILL), by this time next year, I'll be at a university in the L.A. area and things will be better than they already are.
Ti amo con tutto il mio cuore <3
p.s. sneaky! :]
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[Aug. 25th, 2007|11:57 pm] |
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i just want the world to know how happy my girlfriend makes me even though she unintentionally hurts me and almost broke my nose while practicing our dance skills. She always makes up for it though and for that i love her heheheh |
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[Aug. 10th, 2007|03:48 am] |
This has got me thinking enough to not be asleep at the moment:
“You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile. Our culture has made us all the same. No one is truly white or black or rich anymore. We all want the same. Individually, we are nothing.”
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[Aug. 5th, 2007|01:18 pm] |
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Heavily thinking in my room, you're the sun, I'm moon..I need to see you soon. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2007|11:15 pm] |
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I love my girl more than anything.
..crazy how it's almost going to be a year in August..but when I think about it, I gotta get used
to it because this is an ongoing cycle with no end. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2007|02:15 am] |
The closest I can get to describe to having this connection with you is when I was attached to my mother through my umbilical chord.
You're so cute :] |
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[May. 20th, 2007|12:44 am] |
What is life ?
What is my purpose on this floating sphere ?
Man, I don't know.
I'm as confused as ever.
What is going on. |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2007|06:51 pm] |
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It's just one of those things where you don't ever think that things can come to an end until everything comes into perspective.
It's just one of those things where you look down upon yourself for not being able to see things the way she does.
It's just one of those things where you know that you can't lose that one person that has changed your life since the first time you saw her.
I can't lose you. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2007|03:20 pm] |
Man, it's crazy how you can be sooo close to a girl (not just physically), and after being apart for only 7 hours, you feel as if both of you are on different ends of the world.
I'm seeing her during my spring break, but I already miss her so much.
The past 7 months have been irreplaceable; I wouldn't trade them for anything.
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[Mar. 15th, 2007|10:38 am] |
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...crazy how fast time passes. In 6 days, it'll be 7 months since my bebz and I have been together. I'm proud of us for never losing hope; we can overcome anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyything :] |
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[Feb. 20th, 2007|09:09 pm] |
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Man,where do I even begin ?
Tomorrow marks 6 months since Lorena and I decided to form what we now have; yes, HALF A YEAR
To me, that seems like a lot, but then I begin to think about my/our future and it only becomes a
fraction: a small decimal in OUR lives which has completely re-shaped the way we live.
What she makes me feel is unfathomable;I can't really explain it. I am just blessed to have her in my life forever...yes-FOREVER (meaning beyond death and wherever the soul decides to depart to-I'll be there with her).
This weekend was more than just amazing, and eventhough I'm sad and truly miss her so much, I've never been THIS happy-it just keeps on escalatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing :]
Baby, I loveeeeeeeeee you <3 |
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[Feb. 4th, 2007|01:26 am] |
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Soo...technically, I start school tomorrow.
When it comes to the classes I'm taking, I'm pretty excited; not so much about the time I have to wake up.
Within the past 5 months, I've experienced something that, truthfully, I didn't think I would find at such a young age-it's something that I am never letting go of.
That something is....mhhhm..Lorena (and the feelings she creates in me :])
I get to see the wifey in 11 days ! :] |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2007|05:54 pm] |
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Man, she's my everything.
5 months and an eternity to go.
<3
P.S. I'm stuck at a point where I don't know what to do with my life; In a few months, I hope, I am going to be ready to transfer to a University. I love art and design, but is that really going to keep me up on my feet and support a family in the future ? I want to do something for my parents to be proud of-I want to do everything they couldn't. By just graduating high school, I've surpassed their education...but that's not enough. I'll never be able to compare myself to them and everything they've done so that I am able to succeed in life. True Heroes. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2007|03:07 am] |
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After reading close to 3 years worth of old LJ entries, I've realized how much ignorance dwelt in me.
I'm going to be 20 in 8 months, and for once .. my life is steady. I never really envisioned all
of this to be happening at this age, but I am more than glad that it is.
In addition to how ignorant I was, I now know what love truly is. It is much more than the sometimes insignificant four letter combination; it is something that pulls you away from the pillows in the morning, opens your eyes, and makes you realize that no single feeling like it exists.
I thank Lorena for all of my happiness and motivation.
I truly love her. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2007|06:18 pm] |
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Where do I even begin ?
Although the car broke down on highway 5 and I'm currently waiting in the cold with my dad for my uncle to pick us and the car up (sidenote: the rest of the fam. left with my other uncle. Lolz), nothing can make the smile on my face turn upside down (besides the fact that I had to leave mah beb, of course).
Spending everyday with the person who you care about the most is an uncomparable feeling. Leaving them is, in a way, just as amazing because you know that it isn't the last time and will see them again. I don't know if that makes sense, but what I'm trying to get at is that I honestly thought that it was unbelievable for a girl to ever make me feel this way.
Cheesy, corny, sappy- whatever...I don't care. I hope everyone that reads this can one day feel what I'm feeling, regardless of the circumstances and obstacles you must endure in order to reach it.
The past week-from weds. to yesterday- was full of too much fun (and flomfing).
I had the best new years that I've ever had and I wouldn't change it for anything. All that matters is that I was with the one person that I wanted to be with...nothing else mattered.
Lorenita, I love you so much. Gracias por todos los sacrificios que as echo para poder estar conmigo.
Los que odian me pueden mamar la verga....aunque es tuya...hehehehe :] |
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[Dec. 25th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
Seeing my beb on Wednesday againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
My mom's finally gonna meet her :] |
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